Saturday, June 30, 2007
A Picture tells a THOUSAND words...
A smile from deep within...
The joy that you and I share....
The everlasting friendship...
The blue lighting will never cover the radiant smiles on our faces...
Towards the end of the day, 'tired' imprinted on our foreheads... But there is still a smile...
Like a family, we unite as a whole... At the end of they day, we are a few steps closer to each another... There will still be a strong bond within us!!
Finally, I would like to thank YOU GUYS for giving me support... And thanks for letting me (and every other seniors) to have a happy ending in MFCO... In particular to WOODWIND, you guys really are like a family... Every single gathering of our section makes us more bonded (ionically and covalently) and closer to one another!!To Woodwind Secondary 3:
People! Thanks for the companionship and support for me!! Currently, I really dunno what to say to you guys lah!! Good to have you guys in woodwind... though i only know you all for 3 years, 4 of you have really created lots of unforgettable memories for me and other seniors... Congrats to Amelia, Jiaqi and Chee Chiang for getting in Committee '08! As for Zi Kun, thanks for your smile cos my impression of you is always cool and quiet.... SOmeone who dun smile much!! I AM REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS!! You still got one more year be4 stepping down, so enjoy being a senior and keep us in mind!
To Woodwind Secondary 2:
Although I still dunno the 3 of you well... But I am proud of you 3... Managed to learn the 2 SYF pieces within about 1 year! You 3 gave me this impression of good juniors (sec 3s, you all too!), especially Jane! Congrats to Jane for being Sectional Leader for Woodwind! Jiayou in controlling the juniors. Dun stress yourself too much! Anything make you feel stressed or unhappy must say out hor! All 3 of you must be confident in dazu and other performances! Well, we will have to see your performance without Peiling they all! I will be back to see you all perform on 22 July!! SYF 2009 depends on you guys le!
To Woodwind Secondary 1:
Seriously, I got nothing to say but only to ask you people to work harder and dun bully your Sectional Leader, Jane. Dun give the remaining seniors any trouble. I hope that you all truly work hard... Your first performance will be on 22 July, it will also show HOW HARD YOU GUYS WORK...
This is the end of my post! I will miss you guys!!
killed myself at 3:13 AM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
! About
- Each player of this game starts by stating 6 weird things about himself/herself.
- The player than tags 6 other person.
- Each person tagged has to state 6 weird things about himself/herself.
- Each person tagged has to continue the game and it goes on and on.
1. I can laugh like a crazy person for days, that was found out when i only in China!
2. Sometimes, I like to destroy myself more than to destroy others.
3. I like to sleep with headset on my head connected to MP3, with music still playing.
4. I seem to have 2 emotions, happy or sad.
5. I like to watch people getting into fights but not getting involved.
6. My hair-growing cells on my head are too active, causing me to waste $$ cutting hair 2 times a month... =(
CoNgRaTz PEEPS(: YOU'RE SABOTAGED!!! :D
1. Joanne TAN
2. Benjamin LWY
3. Cindy YAP
4. ShiHeng
5. HO JIAXIN
6. kwekminJANE
Still feeling down... HAIZ.... Got a cut on my left leg... By paper... CUT OF SADNESS
killed myself at 6:55 PM
Nothing to say...
Nothing to report...
Waiting for the answer...
To untie the knot...
What is it about?
Nobody knows...
Not even myself...
Wat's the true meaning of life?
I dun sound okay (from wat joanne Lam says)
Wat makes me not okay?
Haiz...
My heart is sinking,
My brain is dying...
Farewell to all,
Await the day my heart lightens...
The only thing I now doing now,
The Rubber Band treatment...
killed myself at 12:17 AM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Not a fine day
Not a good day
Nothing to say
Just feeling nothing in this world
Just keeping mum
Just thinking about the past
Just trying to get over some things
Trying to get a life of my own
Trying to be calm
Trying to clear my rubbish-bin-like mind
Trying to make the right decision
Waiting to get hold on my own life
Waiting for the end of life
killed myself at 12:26 AM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Nothing to say today... Had X-Ray and Hospital appointment today after physics remedial... Managed to make it for my 1 hr tuition... Tutor got something on some needa go off early... LOL... I saw my X-Ray of my spine... It is like crooked to the left side abit... Not so normal.... OMG... Haiz... Then I still owe KK Hospital $26.50... Grr... Dint bring enough $ for X-Ray and consultation... Needa pay using cheque now... Haiz... I will stop here today... BEING EMO....
As for Shi Heng's torn pants VIDEO.... It is expiring in 30mins time... Catch is be4 9pm...
NOW RATED: NC16
EXCEPTIONS: MFSSCO members, 4I/4A students...
killed myself at 8:20 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Today... Woke up at 10am... Surprised right? HAha... My 9 years old cousin came over this morning... Then lazed around in the house, waiting for my breakfast-cum-lunch... My dad bought it home at 11.45am... WOHOO~~ Pork chop rice sia... HAHA.... Then while eating, I watched Totally Spies on Kids Central... With my cousin... He is so cute..HAHA... Like me, he is so thin...haha... Then i left home for CO at 12.30pm... I was on 265 then i saw Zhiqiang walking from AMK Central... So i lef the bus and joined him.. HAHA... Chatted on Effective Studying... Then he went for his second half of Chemistry remedial and I went for CO..
Co wasnt that bad... Except for the attendance... Only around 20-30 ppl present... As usual, some pon and some overseas... Jieying reprimanded the innocent us.... And commented on Secretary.. Lucky Hwee Leng wasnt there... She kinda blamed Hwee Leng for the bad attendance... I mean, I not her fault mah... What can she do when ppl wanna pon? She is trying her best... One thing we cant change is the fact that Hwee Leng is soft-hearted... So HWEELENG, JIAYOU AND BE MORE STRICT!!! Then Zhiwen and Clarence conducted our SYF pieces again... They dint do too well.... BUT JIAYOU OSO!!! Ohyea... I wanna thank Clarence, Kelvin and Huijun for their help in clearing up the music scores... THANKS ALOT!!! Then we left for AMK Hub to see Shu Qi... LOL...
Then me, Zhiwen, Weitong, Shiheng, pL, CheeChiang, Jiaqi and Amelia went to AMK Hub... HAha... Weitong said pL and ShiHeng got '夫妻脸'... LOL... HAHA... Later pL felt kinda 'ALONE' cos she is the only gal after Jiaqi and Amelia left... So we went to Mac... Haha... Saw Jane and her gang... LOL... Then we found a small table with 9 chairs...LOL... yeah... Then I bought McChicken meal for Shiheng and McNuggets meal for myself... Upsized somemore... Haha... Then Jiaqi and Amelia joined us and said go see Shu Qi with us...
A picture taken by Amelia and Jiaqi when shiheng was taking my fries... Haha.. I was full :PLOL... Then we gossiped again... HAHA... Abt alot of stuffs... But have to keep it a secret... So sorry, no words to be revealed... Most of the news are from Weitong...LOl... I wonder who i get those news from... Yeah... Then we went to the cinema in AMK Hub...
WOAH... Waited for almost an hour and dun see Shu Qi, but we saw Mdm (Ms) Tay... Jiaqi saw her first, then we shouted 'Ms Tay', but she dint hear... Then Chee Chiang shouted er full name... Then Mdm Tay looked around.. Haha... She then finally looked up... Then we waved at her, she waved back... Then she shouted back,"要死啊!" LOL... Maybe is becos CheeChiang called her full name... HAHA... We became restless... Then wanted to go home... But we dint... Cos at the main entrance, there was a crowd waiting fot Shu Qi... AHAHA... Then we joined in... We saw Ryan and his gang and celebrities, Jason Chen (PSS), He Ai Ling and one Malay guy from Singapore Idol... HAHA... Cool right? The host there was Peifen (not CO de), 4th level de is Liyi... OMG... Peifem so cute and pretty... HAHA... Still like a teenage gal... HAHA... Then finally, Shi Heng 期待以久 de Shu Qi finally appeared....
Gosh... She is so slim... HAha... But Peifen is better... WAHAHA... Then she kinda like introduce the show le jiu left for the Premier Show... HAHA... Then the crowd dispersed... Then we all went home... Took 265 wif Shiheng, Jiaqi and Amelia... On the bus... After an Indian family came in, an Indian lady kept on hitting herself against Shi Heng's side of the seat.. Haha... Seems like *ahem*-ing... HAHA... Then ShiHeng got distracted by 2 Indian children...
Pervert ppl like Shi Heng thought of *ahem*.... Haiz... HAHA... LOL... The Indian gal very good lor... Carrying her younger sibling... The other Indian gal even more strong... Carried this baby down the bus... She was like 6-7 years old only lor... Yeah.... Then Shi Heng got off the bus... Then I got off the bus... Jiaqi and Amelia went one round on the bus be4 reaching the house.... So thats all for today!! Wait for my next post... HAHA...NiTeYz EvErYoNe!!!
killed myself at 9:24 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
I woke up this morning at 11am.... Is kinda late.... Cos i slept at 3.30am last night... Insomnia sia.... When I was abt to go wake myself up by taking a bath,the phone rang.... I was kinda like half alseep.. The first word i heard was 'PIG', immediately I know who called... IT was the Pigs of the Pigs, Queen of all PIGGIES... SIah Peiling... Asked me to buy ANYTHING and WHATEVER (carbonated and non-carbonated drinks)... Then i quickly bathed and asked my dad to cook fried rice... Haiz... Left home for NTUC at 12.20pm... the bus was quick today... Then i bought Lemon Tea and Mirinda Orange... Haha... Then later during CO, they celebrated Jane, Jiaqi, my freakin' junior- Sinyee, and Nikki de birthday... I dun feel like going down, so I sent Joyce down with the 'WHATEVER' and 'ANYTHING'... HAhA.... I stayed in 2C classroom to convert music scores... HAHA... Then i got a shock when ELENA shouted my name... Forced me to de canteen... Haiz... After singing birthday song, I went off again... Feeling so dead... EMOTEEn... I really dun wanna eat... Haiz... Went back to continue my stuff...
Later on, the PIGGY gang came in with a cake... I dint wanna eat, so asked them to give mdm lee or Moo... Feeling kinda emo... Yeah, then one whole group of guanyue ppl came in... Yueqing asked me to fix the sheng... But is kinda impossible cos there's an uncovered hole in one of the bamboos, I cant do anything oso... I dint bother to teach Sinyee, Dehui and Yueqing... Cos they dun really need or deserve my help... So i separated Joyce with those 3 and taught her seriously and patiently... She improved alot!! The last time I saw her, she was those blur blur type, now she dare me for help... And i am willing to help her cos she worked the hardest and tried the hardest among all 4 of them... After CO, it started to rain... Then pL did some stupid thing... She snatched my umbrella and keep asking me to share with huijun... GRR!! I abit bushuang... Once it was green light, I just ran and ran to the bus stop.. Haiz... How could she do that lor.... Haiz... Then jiu keep onsuaning her at the bus stop and on the bus... Haiz... Then the Cold War occurred... Involved me, pl, huijun, weiting and weini... GRR.... They went to tell huijun wat I said and wat pL said... "He is a tikko...".... ARGH!!! Though is a joke, but dun really feel good cos huijun is involved... Haiz...
Toking abt the night time... It wasnt too bad though... Went for TKD class... Dint ask my dad to sign the consent form for me to go grading, so Baoqin became my guardian... HAHA... She signed on behalf of my dad... Havent tell my dad yet... Then we went to practise patterns from Yellow belt onwards... Geez... I rmb my own pattern.... But forgot Blue and Brown tip... Then Derrick-sir said I not sure for Brown belt pattern...LOL... OK lah... haha... Later on, he actually helped me and Baoqin with our Brown and black tip pattern... He dint give us much of the cold treatment le... haha... When lesson ended, he asked me , baoqin and one other guy to stay back to brief us on our grading stuffs... He wanna meet extra trainings for us, but i wasnt free on those days cos aledi had plans le... Then he said,"As for you, you always got lots of events... I am trying to help you all... dun say I never help hor..." Pls lor... My events all set last week... How can I dun carry out my plans?? He is the one who asked me to organize time de... Now i organized le... Then he man yuan... Wakao... He made me feel like a convict lor, someone who dun appreciate his help... Seriously, I am thanking him in our heart for using the 'push' method to help me, but he cant blame me for my events lor... Haiz... Felling sad and angry, yet oso happy... At least I know he CArES...
Wat's the conclusion of post of my day? Life sux for me... I cant make both parties happy at one go... So i had a terrible day LOR..... Haiz... Derrick, dun make me feel so not confident can? Haiz... I gotta stop here now... Hope tmr is a better day!!:) OH yeah... Tmr going to AMK HUB again!! Shiheng asked many guanyue ppl to accompany him to go see ShuQi... She is invited to the official opening of Cathay AMK Hub.. Is super small though... ahaha... I will end here!
NiTeZ eVeRyOnE!!!
killed myself at 11:54 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
i feel happy... Cos i managed to find my primary ex-neighbour cum schoolmate... Woo... And One more thing... Dedicated to WAN GHEE and HIN GHEE... CONGRATS to 2 for getting 5th and 4th in the pattern competition... If kinda diaoz and surprised... I alway tot Wan Ghee is better than Hin Ghee... But this competition proves my thinking wrong... Ok lah... Congrats again...
Haiz... Tmr got CO... To be trueful, I really dun feel like going... I go there... Is like the unpredictable weather... From sunny to stormy, from breezy to windy... But my mood is predictable... Sure bad mood de... But tmr i only teaching one junior, which is Joyce... I hope can hao hao teach her, and she can hao hao absorb what i am teaching, cos she is kinda slower... But she is the most hardworking one... This is what me and Jamie observed... The rest... Haiz.... Dun tok about them... Thinking of them, my mind feels so heavy... As if got 10000 ton in it... HAAHA... Ok lah... I will stop here for now... Hope tmr will be a better day for me... Must remind myself my TKD pattern...
NITEZ EVERYONE... JIAYOU!!
killed myself at 11:05 PM
Found this video few days ago... Is kinda interesting... Cos they memorised the first 20 elements of the Periodic Table using the tune of Gao Shan Qing... Thats quite an interesting method right? Maybe I should tell mrs leong to use this method oso... :)
After raining for like few hours last night, today is a super windy day... I covered myself with my blanket since after lunch at 1.45pm... I really hate this weather, so windy... so cold... I DUN WANT A FLU AGAIN... I stayed in my room, watching 200-pound Beauty again, I alway miss the funny part... Haiz... So sad... And yeah, I bought a bottle of Strawberry Yoghurt drink 3 days ago and left it in the lower conpartment of the fridge to cool it... Today, when I opened it, half of the drink became solid... FROZEN!! LOL.... I dint even put in the freezer lor... Grr... For dinner, my dad cooked CHICKEN CHOP with WEDGES again... His cooking rawkz lor... But he ate porridge with veggie, chicken chop and egg... Dunno why... HAAHA... Then I went back to my room, watching tv, watching online movies, chatting on msn, blogging here...
Dunno izzit becos of the weather, I feel sick and cold.... AND SLEEPY.... OMG... Maybe God is asking me to sleep earlier tonight for the last week of packed activities... Below is my schedule...
Monday: CO sectional (1330 to 1630)
Taekwondo (1930 to 2130)
Tuesday: CO Dazu (1330 to 1630)
Wednesday: PHYSICS REMEDIAL (1300 to 1500)
Hospital appointment (1530)
A/E Math tuition (1930 to 2100)
Thursday: CO Sectional (1330 to 1630)
Friday: Speech Day Rehearsal (0900 to 1300 bah... Not sure...LOL...)
See... TOTALLY NO BREAK.... HAIZ.... I will stop here for the time being... Wait for my next post bah!!
killed myself at 7:27 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Just now, I went AMK HUB again.... Meet TKE godsis, BaoQin.... HAHAHA.... She was late though... Overslept... But nvm... I am oso always LATE... Haha... She came at 6plus... Then we went to eat Crispy Noodle at the Food Court... She ate Korean Mixed Rice... Full of veggie and sauce... I TOTALLY HATE VEGGIE!! We tok about lame stuffs, funny stuffs... AND OF COS... DErrick's stuffs... HAHA... Secret between the 2 of us... Ok lah.... Then i saw Dehui, gave him a COLD HI!! HAHA.... Dint remind him about my latest plan... HAHA...
Then we went to ChengSan CC to practise our grading pattern... LOL... She teaching me... So nice right? She is SUPER PATIENT... SUPER NICE... Very CONSIDERATE too.... She tries her best to help me everytime!!! Last grading, she oso teach me my pattern... Go through every pattern with me... I am super grateful... Now I find out one more shortcoming of myself... My directions are not good... HAHAHA... Dint know where to turn during the pattern... Terrible right? Haiz... Our 'training' ended at 9plus.... practised pattern 1 to 8... WOHOO!! How both of us can pass the grading!!
After that, we walked to 532 to buy bubble tea... SWEET TALK RAWKZ!! The uncle's honeydew yoghurt is nice!! The honeydew powder smell nice... Then we walked and chatted, and walked to 88 there de bus stop... She missed 3 buses... Just to chat, finish her drink... In the end, she got brainfreezed for a few times... Mine became watery... haha...
My bubble tea become watery le... SweetTalk... Sweetest words come out of our mouths...Haha... KK... Is late le... gotta go sleep... Wait for my next update bah!!
killed myself at 11:40 PM
Regret sleeping at 2plus last night... Today, i woke up at 12plus.... Thanks to Huijun's call... HAHA... And thanks for her wake-up call... LOL... My lame frens and I went out 2 nights ago, did some lame stuffs, chit-chat... Ans someone from MF told one of them my rumours from sec 1 to 4... dunno is which idiot... Then E (wat i called him) sent one LAME SMS to Huijun... that was when i drank a 3% liquor drink... I was like half-drunk, that he took my hp and sent this Confession SMS... OMG.... Luckily I found out next morning... Called Huijun and explained to her...
BUT HER HP WITH HER MUM... BUT LUCKILY, her mum dint see it... HENG Ah...... She called today just to tell me that she got stunned when she saw the sms... haha... Ok lah... Promised to call her back but havent... Maybe call her later...
Oh yeah.... Mayflower Sec 1,2 and some sec 3 are featured in the new NDP theme song... They are only seen at the ending part of the song... PS: I think I saw Huimin(play pipa de) in the 2nd row... Below is the LINK.... Hope during the actual performance, MF students dun fall into the water... IS SET ABOVE WATER!! LOL... lame~~~
2 more days to CO sectionals.... Kinda looking forward to the COLD treatment on Monday!! HEEhee... Gotta go do some work... Wait for my next post tonight!!
NDP VIDEO: http://www.ndp.org.sg/multimedia/video/will_you.html
killed myself at 4:03 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
Morning was QUITE a boring + tiring day... Physics remedial started at 10.25am (it is supposed to start at 10AM!!) Mr Lee went to the coffeeshop opposite the school to eat.. UNFORTUNATELY, he got stranded at the coffeeshop... Then, Fuhui went over to "fetch" Mr Lee back for lesson... He dint check our TYS this time... Dunno why... He started his lesson... I sat beside Fuhui and Bjorn... LOL... They had a 'fight'... Weapon?? Yeah.. Fuhui's olives... They threw at each other... haha... Damn funny... Another funny thing is Mr Lee's ringtone... A 28-year-old guy who fancies 1930s old songs... AND PUT AS HIS RINGTONE.... He made the whole class laughed at him (should I say mock at him?), seriously... HE IS A MODERN GUY LIVING IN THE 21st century!! Surprised he likes such ringtones lor... LOL... Lucky the remedial ended at 12.25pm.. JUST NICE!! First time he actually ended his lesson on time!! HAHA... Then me and ben went off to meet Joanne at AMK HUb... But we had lunch at Mcdonald's...
Afternoon was a better day than morning... Me, Ben and Joanne went to J8 to take neoprints... Haha... It wasnt successful... HAHA... The machine keep on 'fooling' us! LOL... We decorating the last pic jiu time up le... SO FAST LOR!!! HAHA... Then we chose the wrong number of pics to divide...LOL... That was my fault lah! LOL... Then me and Ben got our advanced b'dae present!! WOHOO!! Ben's is a Converse Tee bought by Me and Joanne!! Mine is a OP pencil case!! WOO~~
Look at my advanced birthdAy present... Nice right?
The card she wrote... LOOK at the DATE!!
The BIG REVEAL!! Nice right? Lol... Sorry for the difference in colour... Is supposed to be brown and gold!! LOVE IT!Then we went to Suntec to charge ourselves... LOL... Is a long story... HAHA.... We walked to another corner where there is a fountain... The water (izzit really water?) looks like beads... So nice and cool...
Nice right??
Later on, Joanne wanted to take a picture of me and Ben...LOl.... So auntie!! LOL.... We let her take lor... but showed our backs to her..
So diaox right? haha... After that we went window-shopping... Chatting, joking around... Oh yeah... There is really MMU.... Haha... As usual, we went to the food court... I eat honeydew sago, the honeydew dint cut properly... Still got little bit of skin de... LOL... JOanne ate some gross veggie Koren food.. HAHA.... Ben ate Gui Ling Gao!! Then we rushed back to AMK, cos Ben got tuition with Bjorn... He was supposed to meet Bjorn at 4.40pm, but cos of OUR slow pace, we hai Ben unable to meet Bjorn.. Ben was quite quiet lah... Make me feel so bad... Maybe he was angry?? But he wasnt... HEEhee... Then Joanne's mum sent me home... Her mum is nice!!! HAHA.... Oh yeah.. One last pic below...
Someone's baby 1st MONTH CELEBTRATION? No lah... Joanne made agar-agar in egg shell... Another advanced birthday gift from Joanne... LOL... Wonder if it is edible... HAHA... I will eat them tmr... Preparing silver needles...LOL...Ok lah... I will stop here today... Have fun tmr... TO BEN & JOANNE: Thanks for your OP pencil case!! I will use it when school reopens... Have fun tmr for Aesthetics show... It will be obvious that PLAY! will be better than the Paper Concerto I went on 3 June.... HAHA...
THE END!!! NITEZ!!!
killed myself at 9:00 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
So sad, I am a senior now....
Questions I wanna ask myself...
1) Am I a good senior?
2) Am I responsible enough to be a senior?
3) Have I taught my juniors well?
4) Will my juniors seriously learn from me?
5) Am I confident enough to teach them?
6) Do I have the ability to control them and teach them as much skills as possible?
7) Do they even respect me as a senior?
8) Do they listen to me?
9) Have I seriously make them practise during sectionals?
10) Do I fare well as a senior?
Haiz... Ever since SYF is over, Sectionals hasn't been relaxed for me... Other sections so relaxed, got good juniors and like to learn... Haiz... Mine leh? Super slack.... Other juniors all learning their basics well, mine leh? Say got practise, but the pitch of sheng is so high that I cant even hear it from next door! LOL... Whenever I go back into the classroom, I see them playing with paper planes, chit-chatting, doodling on the whiteboard...
WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON?!
Every week is like that, why cant that be like us when we were in sec 1? Hmm... Come to think of it, I should teach the junior that keep on practising... Separate them from the others and teach her patiently... Isn't it the best?
I actually can dunnid go back de lor... My results so bad I rather concentrate on studies... HELLO!! I ALEDI STEP DOWN LE!!! Haiz... Maybe I shoould just teach the guai-guai one instead of all 4... Great right?? HAHA... At least I still go back, since they dun appreciate jiu SUAN LE!!
I will start doing this from 18 June onwards... Let them 自生自灭!! LOL... Haiz... I feel so good now... Ok lah... Going to have dinner le...
THE END!
killed myself at 5:37 PM
I hope this will be a successful post!! Well, this post is supposedly to be posted on 2 april!! LOL... Becos of my comp prob, is delayed!!
MFCO (MFCIO) got GOLD FOR SYF 2007, CNTRE JUDGIN FOR CHINESE ORCHESTRA!!
Hahaha... UNCLE HERE CRIED OKAY!! LOl.... This is the BESTEST farewell present for all the Secondary 4s bah.... HAHA.... Is rather surprised... Cos we really put in alot of efforts!! HAHA.... Ok.... NOw, we are preparing for Speech Day 2007! JUNIORS!! IS TIME FOR YOU TO SHOW OFF!! LOL... Seriously, there isnt much seniors going back to perform for Speech Day. For SHENG, only me and Jiaxin... Haiz... Ok lah... Gotta chiong my physics TYS le... Post a new one tonight.... See you and work hard!!
killed myself at 2:07 PM
