KILL ME PLEASE

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Alec Su - Ni Kuai Bu Kuai Le

Lately, i am addicted to these not-so-new songs...
Last time Meteor Garden de songs...
Alec Su's first 2 albums de songs... (At least 6 years ago de songs..)
Latest ones are Ren Yi Men and Que Yang all that...
Watched 2nd last and last episode of Huan Huan Ai at Nan's house... Had supper with them...
I cried..
Too touched...
Jia Di rawkz!

killed myself at 2:11 AM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

I saw the MF Forum the other day..
There was one topic on David's car accident...
Jonathan deleted some comments which were disrespectful...
If you think death is a funny matter..
DUN CRY WHEN SOMEONE CLOSE OF YOURS IS DEAD! LAUGH THERE! F***er!
Damn these people!
They dunno how sad we were lor!
His parents were so devastated..
and yet there are people who thinks is funny...
It may not be your business...
So keep your bloody mouth shut!

Went to library@esplanade today...
Saw my ex-colleague there...
Fan pu again siaz..
Yingcong's pu havent finish copying...
I go finish up now..
Cheng San tmr...
So many ppl not going...
SIAN!!
lol.. Add oil!!

killed myself at 8:37 PM

Sorry...
Thats my answer...

killed myself at 1:47 AM

Hmmm... Ok lah.. Today i was quite bored... Watched Huan Huan Ai again...
Huo Da said something rather romantic...
WOO~~~
Sometimes...
If you love someone... And you are aware that you are critically ill...
Would you try your best to get rid of your gf/bf??
The scene was quite touching...
Especially when Jia Di was thinking of what Huo Da said...
HAHA!
Tmr going out alone for 1 hour...
Fan pu fan pu fan pu!!
YEah...
Ytd night's matter...
I dint reply her second sms...
I find it really absurd lah..
No reason for it...

AND TO FOO SHI HENG...
CLEAN YOUR MIND LAH!
What 初夜！GRRR!
Ok lah... I shall stop thinking about it...

killed myself at 1:10 AM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Oh MY FREAKING GOD...
I received a strange SMS lah...
From a gal who is 1 year younger than me...
The content is guai guai de...
I dunno whether she sent to the wrong guy or wat...
Gosh...
Dun ask me let you see the sms cos i just deleted it...
Feel abit absurd now...

killed myself at 11:48 PM

Hmm... I always believe that a person has only two sides...
GOOD side...
BAD side...
I am looking at the negative/bad side of some ppl...
Yeah... Ok lah... I will oso look at their good/positive side...
Hard to forget, easy to forgive.. THAT's ME...
For some ppl, i still look tha their positive/good side despite seeing/knowing their negative/bad side of them...
Yeah.. Biased... I know...
OK lah... People will be biased against/for another...
Hmm... Probably i shouldnt be one of those people lah...
Sorry if i do...

Nobody is a failure...
Like wat pl said,
A TRUE FAILURE IS ONE WHO DUN STAY HAPPY...
Dun feel emo cos of your weakness too =)
Cos EVERYONE has his/her own weaknesses...
Stay positive and happy!
to:Jiaqi

killed myself at 11:36 PM

I SLEPT AT 5PLUS THIS MORNING! WHY?
I WAS HELPING SOMEONE COMPLETE HER CHINESE HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT!
COME TO THINK OF IT...
WHY DID I AGREE TO HELP HER AR?
IS HER HOMEWORK RIGHT?
NEXT YEAR IS SHE TAKING O LEVEL RIGHT?
I SACRIFICED MY SLEEP AT NIGHT TO COMPLETE HER ASSIGNMENT WHILE SHE AND HER PARTNER WERE SLEEPING!!
AND YEAH... COMPUTER SPOIL IS NOT AN EXCUSE TO NOT DO HOMEWORK!
YES.. I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU IN THE PREVIOUS LINE! YES YOU,CHUA JIALIN!

Okay.. Time to cool down... HAHA!

Then went to CO... Then Yuen Chung told me that i can take my leaving cert le... So spread the message to other friends... The cert reminds me of my not-so-good results... Anyway... Me, joshua and shiheng fixed a zhongyinsheng today! Feel so proud of myself! Can help fix zhongyinsheng! Of course, i need alot of help for Joshua... AND SHIHENG! It took us one hour plus to fix the button problem and screw the plastic coverings back! Phew... And i destroyed one button! LOL! But now should be okay le... Thanks ALOT to Joshua for all his technical help... FOO SHI HENG! Thanks for the disturbing acts and helping to put back and screw the sheng cover! You know all the buttons cant stay fixed de... But Shi Heng fixed them into the correct holes damn quickly siaz.. I was like damn irritated cos the buttons keep falling.. HAHA! And we found some stuffs under the buttons! HAHA! One rather big stuff was the clip! Black colour de! My junior dint even bother to try to take out lah... And yeah.. Today yueqing practised alot! She somehow is a changed person! LOL! Dehui, as usual, paizi so bad... Enter 1-3 bars late when practising with jiaqi they all.. I dint have the time to say him cos he was far away from me... And i was busy fixing the sheng... Then SINYEE AR!!! Dun rush and rush leh... I know you damn familiar with the notes liao... GRR! Then passed HUIJUN (yes... she's the one... ask me do project de..) the CD with the powerpoint... Then watched a video which is in Jinli's handphone... DAMN ASS FUNNY! HAHA! After that, took 265 home with yingtong, jiaqi and cher... Then went to 7-11 with cher... Bought 2 packets of potato chips (CHIPSTER!!), one magazine and one packet of Chicken Bolognaise! Then went to buy a slice of strawberry cake and garlic bread... Ate dinner at 7plus... Then at 8plus.. i opened a packet of Chipster and ate half of it... Then ate the slice of Strawberry cake... Damn NICE LAH! Pine Garden's cakes not bad siaz! Now eating the packet of Chicken Bolognaise...

Remembered the days when shiheng, cheechiang, me, rensheng, pl went to 7-11 and ate the Chicken Bolognaise At lunch breaks during holiday practices... So nice lah... Miss the days siaz... SO FUN!! SO FUN FUN FUN!

Stop here now... Go watch tv now... HAHA! Sleeping early tonight... Cant afford to lose so much sleep!

killed myself at 10:42 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Slept at 4plus, almost 5am this morning... Woke up at 10plus to fan pu... Then i dozed off halfway through.. Then my dad woke me up again at 12plus for lunch... Then went back to MF... When i was walking to MF, there was this guy sitting on the chair, sleeping... Then i saw some crystal-like thing sticking/hanging on his chin there... OMG! Is his saliva lah... I remember last time Mrs Leong told us she saw somebody sleeping with the saliva dripped off from the mouth to the chin, then stick to the chin like GEL... hanging there... OMG! IS DAMN GROSS CAN! The old uncle drooled and his saliva just hang there... Can see that it's like "want drip yet cant drip"... WTH LAH! Then i laughed out quite loudly... But the uncle dint wake up.. HAHA! LOL! When i reached MF, i started to copy the diyinsheng pu on the template again... By the time dazu finished, i copied until almoset 11pages!! The actual music scores got 8pages only! Anyway... Dazu was still okay... A little improvement... zhongyinsheng not bad.. HAHA! And zls mentioned about the Music Festival thingy which he's gonna organize in December... He wants MFCO to participate siaz...! Better hope they dun call alumni back to help... The Music Festival is something like SYF bah... One choice piece and one set piece... Guess wat...set piece for the Music Festival is composed by Chen Ning Chi! I think he's probably one of the judges... Zls is one of the judges, so he wont be conducting... He said maybe ask Yongshun (ChengSan de) to conduct... HAHA! Then there will be one participating Chinese Orchestra performing every night... I think if MFCO is participating, they should perform Gu Du Feng Qing... HAHA! Play 2 Chen Ning Chi's works! LOL! Then after CO jiu took 265 home with jiaqi... I reached home at 7.30pm... Then took the new lift! HAHA! But the new lift just outside my gate still under maintenance.. So cant use... I still have to use the stairs siaz... HAHA... Then sleep for a while... Then eat dinner and bathed... THATS ALL!!! HAHA =D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MADELINE!!

killed myself at 10:45 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

Slept at 4am in the morning... O.o Woke up at 11plus... Watch tv and ate lunch! Chicken rice!! WAHAHA! So tasty! WOHOO~~! Then when back to CO.. Practised Yun Nan (3)!! MF de zhongyinsheng is easier to blow... As in the buttons are easier to press, compared to Cheng San de... And i found out something strange about Jia Le, the sec 1 zhongyinsheng junior... She likes to do updowns~~ WTH! She is crazy lah... Who will wanna do updowns siaz... She did 40 updowns today as punishment... She do until like so happy?? WTF! LOL! Her brain maybe abit haywire... And i really find dehui damn rude... FIRST, he keep on looking at my hp with he saw the on my table... Then when me and jamie talking, he jiu walk near us at the corridor there... Probably trying eavesdrop us like wat he did in dazu last time... LASTLY! He just take my hp and look at the time without permission lah... At least tell me he wanna look at the time.. He just take it like it's his siaz... Then listened to jiaqi, lihua, jane, nikki, dehui, sinyee, joyce practised gu du feng qing... Hmm... I think not bad liao... Sheng ar.. Must improve ALOT! Now is probably a d7 bah le... Not even a pass yet! LOL! Maybe my expectations abit too high bah o.O Then took 265 home with jiaqi.. 2 members of 265 gang! Then reached home at 7plus... My dad cooked Prawn Noodles! Is SUPER TASTY LAH! The noodles very q siaz... Then the meat is very tender =D Then i started to fan pu... Not my pu... Is Yingcong de... He is probably my future NYP senior bah... O.o Just helping a friend + senior! He is quite nice to talk to... Humorous too! Cher is helping me (as well as herself) fan de zhongyinsheng music scores... Both of us fan pu until damn pek chek... Cos got lots of strange strange notations... I finished it at 10plus... Then wanted to meet Cher for supper at Botak Jones.. But her mum say too late le.. HAHA.. End up eating Alphabet Soup.. LOL! Then my dad bought noodles home at 11.45pm.. Then jiu eat lor.. Cos i still hungry... Then now helping him to copy (rewrite) the scores on the empty bars de template... Easier to read mah... Walao.. I just copied only 1 page lah... Which is only 20plus bars... Damn slow... Tmr go back CO and copy the next 7 pages... Havent stop transposing scores since 7.45pm... LOL! Now go relax AND BATHE... HEHEZ!

killed myself at 11:54 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

烦着呢 Lyrics

两个人来爱我到底是一种快乐
还是一种折磨
甜蜜又苦涩
为何一定要我
要我做一个选择
哎两个选一个
谁来帮我
有朋:亲爱的你别急着躲
也别捂住你耳朵
爱不是童年分糖果
伸出手然后排排坐
烦着呢
感情的旋涡
让我手足都无措
我去问朋友怎么做
他们说两个都不错
有朋:调皮的可人儿
你爱他还是我
为什么爱情
总会让人迷惑
两个人来爱我到底是一种快乐
还是一种折磨
甜蜜又苦涩
为何一定要我
要我做一个选择
哎两个选一个
谁来帮我

烦着呢
感情的风波
让我浑身都难过
我头疼三天三夜了
你和他我都舍不得
有朋:刁蛮的可人儿
你爱他还是我
为什么爱情
会让人中了魔
两个人来爱我到底是一种快乐
还是一种折磨
甜蜜又苦涩
为何一定要我
要我做一个选择
哎两个选一个
谁来帮我
帮我
爱不是玩游戏拔河
你是否真快乐
啦啦啦啦啦啦......

Sorry readers... My blog is becoming more lag.. HAHA! I wonder wat will Wen Mei'er do next to harm Situ Jing a.k.a Xiao Long Xia.... Hmm...

killed myself at 11:15 PM

Die... I am addicted to drama serials le... HAHA... They are... 阿旺新传，我们的饭店，一房半厅一水缸 and 刁蛮公主！Is super nice lah... I like it cos i keep on laughing =D!! I gonna post a video again... HAHA...

烦着呢-张娜拉，苏有朋

Rainie Yang and Alec Su rawks!! HAHA! Seriously, Mike He and Rainie Yang, Alec Su and Zhang Na La quite compatible... But too bad... Zhang Na La married liao... HAHA!

killed myself at 8:29 PM

Zhi Xiang Ai Ni- Rainie Yang

Jue Jiang- Rainie Yang

Que Yang- Rainie Yang

Ren Yi Men

Those who wanna lose weight... Try dancing her solo part! Is DAMN NICE!!

Ok lah... I am actually quite bored... So watch videos/movies every day and read up on my POA book... And help my mum settled some insurance stuffs!! HAHA!! I go watch Channel 8 le.. Fu Lu Shou... HAHA... Reminds me of Jiaqi, Amelia and Zikun!

And to amelia: Dun think too much... Hope you will get over it soon =)

killed myself at 4:13 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

Li Xiang Qing Ren- Rainie Yang

Ai Mei-Rainie Yang

Thats all for now... LOVE THE LYRICS FOR AI MEI!! One of these songs best describe my thoughts now.. HEHE...

killed myself at 1:10 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Thanks to pl, jane, jiaqi and yunrong for the positive comments...
Maybe is just how i think bah... LOL!
But seriously, i havent (dun think) i laughed from my heart leh...
If i were to have laughed from my heart, it will most probably be related to guanyue bah...
Maybe i laughed from my heart when i am with them...
HAHA...
I am so bored these few days...
No CO = 不完整的一天
Especially on tuesday...
And hor... I am like not used to switching to zhongyinsheng leh...
When i browsed through my music scores, i will always flip the pages to my gaoyinsheng music scores... The zhongyinsheng music scores are in the first few pages siaz...
So crazy right? O.o
I am so looking forward to this coming sunday...
Yeah.. HAHA...
Anyway, Madeline's birthday is just around the corner!!
I wont miss out the birthday wishes for her *winks*
I got a video today!! A VIDEO!!
Is 云南回忆！
I found 2 same versions, but performed by different school/association...

Thats all! HEHE...
I do hope my fourth answer will be YES too~~
AND...
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO CHUAN REN!!

killed myself at 10:09 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

It is finally 17 March 2008...
Dunno why, i got this tiny rage in me...
Why does 'irresponsible' have to appear?
Why do ppl (including myself) say irresponsible things that will mark us down?
Probably this is just life...
A drama whereby anything might happen...
A drama whereby people change from one stage to another...
A drama whereby people say things without thinking through properly...
A drama which is like a sea...
Having high and low tides...
It is so unpredictable...
We never know when a storm is coming...
Always be prepared...
Prepared to see/listen/face negative things =)

I still remember jane asking me...
Have you ever really laugh from your heart?
My first and second answer was, dunno...
I have thought again...
My third answer is....
NO...

Suddenly like this song... Dunno why... hAhA...

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真
我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心
喔.......
只怕我自己会爱上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真
我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心
喔.......
只怕我自己会爱上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已
oh,yeah

什么原因
我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷阱
喔......
只怕我自己会爱上你
不该让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

killed myself at 12:03 AM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

I can stop laughing when i see the ROAR! video... LOL! She still have this pose lah... HAHA... And i realised jiaxin hid behind jiaqi when she thought cheechiang was taking photos... LOL! All the time i tot jiaxin walked faraway siaz... LOL!

Things have never been the same as before...
It really feels good to give when you should...
Taking makes you feel more dependent.. so..
Time to grow up...

killed myself at 11:54 PM

Woke up at 7.34am today... OVERSLEPT!! lol...
Brushed my teeth, bathed and changed and took 265 to Mac... Meeting yirui they all for breakfast... Reached at 8.08am... Then followed by yirui... Then me and yirui waited for the rest to come... At 8.30am, chee chiang reached... Followed by shiheng... Then went to eat lor... I ate 2 hashbrowns and a cup of milo... As usual, i was too full to finish the cup of milo =P... Then elena came... And shiheng is DAMN DAMN DAMN childish! He cut 2 squares and 1 cresent on the pancake... Then it became a smiley face! WTH! Then went to chengsan... Today got lots of ppl... When i wanna transpose Yun Nan (2), honglaoshi suddenly tapped me.. LOL! Then wanglaoshi said "Eh... 干嘛打我的人？" LOL! I think the instructors in guanyue are fun lor! Then was talking about zhongyinsheng... Dunno why lah... But now, i am blowing zhongyinsheng!! One reason is no zhongyinsheng lah... Anyway, today i just got Yun Nan(3), Yao Zu Wu Qu and Feng Nian Ji... I screwed up Yun Nan(3)... COS I AM NOT FAMILIAR WITH B FLAT DIAO! Then Yao Zu Wu Qu... Still okay lah... I just need to transpose the scores... And i must also learn how to read directly from wu xian pu... I got kinda screwed up at first.. After wanglaoshi help me transpose scores jiu okay liao... Except for 2 parts... Haha... Yi Heng helped me blow one part!! Thanks!! And thanks to wanglaoshi! Last minute help me transpose scores! Then Yongshun took over the conducting... Yun Nan siaz... Haiz... Need to learn from the start... Jiayou bah, ziwei! After that jiu lunch... Then the VIP came.. The angmoh... HAHA! Ok lah... I dint really screwed up Feng Nian Ji and Yao Zu Wu Qu... I managed to blow... Got mistakes... The Feng Nian Ji right... I got one 20 bars to blow siaz... Wanglaoshi was like "you so much dunnid blow ar?" LOL! Really lor.. Then few 40 bars (i think), i only need to blow 3 bars! After that jiu practised Yun Nan again... The melody with Yi Heng... Cant make it at all! Haiz.. WHY IS IT B FLAT DIAO?! Wanglaoshi ask me learn B flat... Memorise... OK lah... At least it is easier than gaoyinsheng B flat fingering! After that jiu go home and sleep.... HAHA! Watch TV for a while... The Diao Man Gong Zhu... HAHA... Su You Peng got one part act cute! HAHA! Then jiu play games liao... haha... No more to say... Tmr going back for my last sectional in MFCO (maybe??) then next tuesday my last dazu in MFCO (maybe too??) Tmr go back see got extra zhongyinsheng anot... I just wanna practise Yun Nan only.. OH YEAH! I FORGOT TO GET YUN NAN (1) and (2) and Huo from kaiyi =.= Nevermind... Next week... HAHA... I go watch TV le... Update if there's any fun things later...

killed myself at 9:45 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I miss the fun i had at Guanyue CHALET!!

Anyway, i woke up at 12.10pm today... Woke up at 12.48pm ytd.... Pro right? Effect of not sleeping for one night! LOL! It's quite worth it lah... Exchange my sleep for fun and bonding! Went to pray at Shuang Lin Monastery and Guan Yin Temple... I actually thought i 犯太岁 siaz... Cos of the magazine lah!! WTH! Then in the end, i prayed to every god statues at Shuang Lin Monastery... Then went to Guan Yin Temple cos my mum and sister wanna go there pray for safe trip to HK and China and Taiwan... Then i suddenly thought of Cheng San... 5 gaoyinsheng players (including wang lao shi), no zhongyinsheng... Then i did something damn stupid lah... Shan't tell wat i did lah... But i think some ppl should know... LOL! But hope they dun say anything about it =P I mean, is really dumb of me to do that lah... But... yeah... haha... *Words floating in my mind which i am not going to type out* Then jiu go eat beef ball bee hoon... I swear that i am not gonna eat it again lor! The beef smell is so damn strong! Then i ordered rojak to eat... Shared with my family... Then went home... Watched Happy Ghost and snacking on potato chips... I finished my Hot & Spicy chips and Chilli flavour potato chips... Drank a bottle of Lemon Tea too! Then jiu eat dinner liao... FISH AND CHIPS with chrysanthemum tea that my mum boiled this morning!!! Then jiu go to my room and practised Yun Nan(3)... I still cant blow so many parts! GRR!! Stressed ah.... Tmr got VIP coming then needa perform lor! Heck liao... Tmr go earlier and practise bah! Then i watched Cyborg 2 and practised Yun Nan(3) when is advertisement period... After the show jiu bathed... When i finished bathing jiu go play games liao... Guess wat? A cockroach flew onto my tee lah! WTH! Scared me lah... then took off my tee and swing my tee outside the window.. LOL! Lucky the cockroach dropped off... Changed into another tee... Then saw peiqi's sms on wat sightread other songs..? O.o HAHA... The jiu end up blogging liao! HAHA! I will stop here now... And yeah... This coming monday may be the last time i am going back MFCO le bah... Probably i may go back for another dazu... Then "farewell, MFCO!" I will go back only be4 they have concerts/performances... Yeah... Cant be too attached to MFCO so much... But i will still be so so SO attached to guanyue (from alvin's batch to jane's batch)... Will miss my 3 小瓜(royston, yee Oon, Waiteng) too! Especially royston LOL! He's damn funny lah! Heehee! i will stop here liao!

killed myself at 11:20 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

GUANYUE CHALET PICTURES!!

eating + watching tv + chit-chattinG!